| first time |
[Sep. 8th, 2006|04:19 pm] |
This being my first post I thought I would discuss my first time. Now unless you were exceptionally lucky, your first time was very much like mine, all alone by yourself. :-)
I had just stolen a copy of "Everything you always wanted to know about sex but were afraid to ask" from a friends parent, I was 11 or 12 I am not really so sure at this point. But I do remember just reading this book with no pictures what-so-ever and getting hard, man was I hard it was the first one I had ever caused on my own. I had heard about masturbation (what kid hasn't?) so I flipped to the section named "self-stimulation" and I read in there that this act was the slow stroking of the penis up and down until orgasm was reached. I was under the impression that masturbation was something only the fags do, and I knew that most fags were "in the closet". I am not trying to offend here I was 12 years old I did not know any better. So into the closet I went just me and my rock hard penis, it makes me laugh like hell right now to think about it. With my instructive manual as a guide I proceeded to stroke my rock hard cock, but not in the ever famous grab it in your fist method, no I stroked it with my finger tips lightly touching it up and down the shaft, the head and even my balls. I didnt know that it wasnt a textbook stroke, but I didnt care just so long as these FANTASTIC feelings kept on and on and on. I must have petted myself into a near frenzy for at least 45 minutes, how many of the rest of you can say that? But soon it began to happen, my toes curled under, my eyes started to shut, and damned if my cock didnt get about twice as big and ten times as hard, it started to shake and then BANG!!!! I was cumming my brains out, but nothing came out of my cock, "Fuck SHIT," I thought to myself "I broke the damn thing!" Which of course was not the case, and as years went on I would wish that just once I could cum like that again with no clean up, but WOW! what an experience.
I plan on using my journal to get out some of my fantasies, some of the fantasies my wife and I use, and eventually to post pictures and maybe even video of myself, and her, and the both of us. Think of it as witnessing a slow cumming out party. |
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